Inside my head at 4:59am

I'm thinking of life and I'm thinking about her.

And thinking about how else I'd spend my time today.

I'd be finishing up sounds and photos.

And reminding myself of another person's past.

I'm thinking of life and I'm thinking about love.

And what it ever made me think about or do.

I'd be looking in a mirror and see a man alive.

And now I'm going crazy about what to say and think.

I'm thinking of life and I'm thinking about my friends.

And how each of them make me happy and how each of them tells a joke.

They are unique and they have blessed me, for I have something to learn from each.

And now I'm thanking them silently by laughing at what they jest.

I'm thinking about life and I'm thinking about death.

And how it helped me move across these plains of green and gravel.

Though it is a given that no one should think about death till one is old.

It's just a small tribute to the deaths before that made me who I am now.