I know I should be happy with what I have, but sometimes I wonder if I should give everything up and start from scratch with a stable job and a happy life with a someone.
But I'm feeling spoiled. And I feel like I'm working for something, yet get something what I want in a snap. Yeah, I'm lucky, but I don't want to have this prince-like treatment.
She told me I should be happy and be happy being spoiled. It's not all that bad. True enough, but I'm still afraid of what I'd be in the future.
Taking things for granted, procrastinating, stuff.
Yet she said that I should think of the now.
Yeah, that made me silent.
Silent enough to think that, hey, in the future no one will spoil me. So I'll be happy with what I have.
Resolved the problem? Not yet, still have to eliminate this feeling in my head and start concentrating on my work and my life.
And her, who made me happy again today.
Miss you. 3 words. :)
2 comments:
...you've come to a conclusion here haven't you?
i'm happy, i make you happy :)
love you, miss. :)
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