What sense

Is there to talk to people who think they make sense, yet there is none?

It is a simple apple pie slice to say that you could be a friend who'd always be there. But then, there are some things that makes you think if they really believe in what they say and if they really stick to their words.

Now, I know I am supposed to be the happy go lucky asshole who does not care about anything but me, my girl, my work and my proper alcohol intake. But then, these external factors of friends suddenly come popping out of nowhere for certain events keep coming up. And I mean everywhere.

This is not damning, nor frustrating. It does not make me happy, nor sad, nor angry. It just makes me think about certain philosophies and ways in which they live, and that it's hard for you to know things in which you need to keep to yourself sometimes when they do things.

When you have a common knowledge with someone about a something, you just look at each other, nod and agree on it. Sometimes, laugh about it.

Now, going back to my original point after this drifting moment, I want things to be clear if a person really cares or no, cause a person sometimes knows how to act, and there are those who are straightforward. I am a straightforward guy, but with small hints of acting.

But I am an honest person, and strangely, a loud thinker.

Now I'm thinking while I'm writing this down, "Is this a testimonial to myself in telling people I am honest?"

Talking to myself, I'd say, "Come on. No one is honest. They would be honest when they choose to, but there is no honest person."

So now I am caught between two heads, and a drifting topic of contexts.

I am just so bored.