Taken for granted

Magnifico.

A movie I can totally relate to. Doesn't everyone have a movie that they relate too? Then you get irritated when someone tells you that they can relate to it too, cause really, no one knows what it's like. Tell this to Michiko Yamamoto, she'll smile, but somewhere in her brain, "No, you don't know what it's like."

Here I am now trying to figure out where to go, what to do and how I am really doing. If every thing's great, details are fine, complete to the grain, to the sand, to the small things they call atoms.

I have been taking some of my friends for granted, and although I was aware of it, it kinda sucked to later on have the feeling that you wanted to be with them, but time is fucking up and then you feel like you're in "The Sims".

You have to keep all the friends up to the 100 level, even when you hang out with them and say something wrong, minus signs will flash above their heads. It's frustrating how that works, and whoever conceptualized the basis of The Sims, damn you, I praise you.

So, I wanna let everyone know, patience if I do not choose my words, my actions or even manage my time right, but for now, please forgive.

And forget.

And...

I'm thinking, if I die, I can see that the meters won't all have 100 or even above 90, but I wanna die seeing that I have a lot of meters to look at. Then again, if any of my friends were to die, I'd make sure that I'd have them by 100 first.

So, damn, hope y'all would understand what I'm thinking of and give me a slack in making every meter a 100, although it's impossible to have all, at least an 85.

What a weird way to put things, no?