Modern failures

Failing in your favorite subjects in school is one thing I am pretty damn right good at.

I really don't know why this happens, but every time I get into my favorite subjects, I tend to fail them. The reason? I'm still looking for it.

I mean, I do know I'm wrong in that sense, and I can't really say I'm neglecting them since I try to help out others first about the subject, but I don't help myself out. So that's what happened, I let others go first before me. I guess I'm too much of a nice guy. So should I change it?

As they said, nice guys finish last.

And voila, the nice guy drops another subject.

At least I get to be more focused next term because of things that will happen. Murphy's law all over again, eh? What's bound to happen will happen. What can go wrong will go wrong.

Why not try out Machiavelli's Principle instead? I don't know, maybe it's because I want to try out the things I want to try out rather than look for replacements or whatever alternative means there is that can be justified by the end.

Can't really say, even when I'm the one who observes my mind, I believe it works in weird ways.