Besides all the pretentiousness.

I have no idea.

Bragging, boasting, creating a diversion or what-the-heck you'd call it, people are telling me that I am too deep, too hard to even understand. I thought that it was just me being plain random slash shallow, but what am I now since no one can understand me? That even my loved ones are afraid of me?

Maybe it's that I can't understand people.

It suddenly seemed too odd that they believe that they are the remedy to others but they just superimpose advices then take on the role and say that they are the greatest advice-givers that the world has even donned on its surface.

Truth be told, I was never an advice-giver, but an opinion-stater or whatever job may that be called. But they have no right to say what they fuckin' are for what they aren't.

Going back, I was called deep, while I thought I was shallow. Why can't they just say it forward? I'm weird. My mind is weird. I can't take it as a compliment. I want people to understand what I mean. But sadly, this world ain't my niche.

When will people open their eyes to the truth that what we are moving in is the creation of minds stupid enough to create moderated standards of weird, random, un-applicable or unacceptable?

I don't want to fight the battle of the normals and the weirdos. It's too tiring to make a stance on the backstabbing assholes that I am a different person when I can't believe it myself. I have to face it.

They are false objects. So what if I'm deep? Just open your minds and perceive what you can. What one thinks doesn't really matter if you have a different pair of eyes. Well, unless interested anyway.