Irritation and fucked up nonsense.

The dreams just keep coming back and they're still making me conscious of my every move. It's like I'm sweating nonstop every time I put my foot down.

Then I noticed most of my friends looking at me in a very weird manner. And how they treat me. I have no idea if it's just me, or if it's really that people are getting irritated at me. Sorry, then. Give me patience.

The dreams I kept having were that thousands of people were in front of me, talking about me. Every word they whisper contained my name. Searching for a familiar face, I saw that most of them were the closest people I knew. I was getting dizzy, a heavy feeling, then a flash of black while a voice of a girl calls my name. I woke up gaping for breath.

I feel like suddenly, I'm irritating someone, or everyone. After that dream, people seem unbelievably out of sync with what I was saying. So now and then, I ask people if I irritate them. They'd say no, and ask why I'd ask, but it seems so... false.

Well, one would argue to take it as it is. So I would. And I'd just shut my friggin', goddamned trap.