Silent all the way.

I thought today will open me up with new surprises. Sadly, it did.

Usually, I'd be with the same crowd thinking with them, being silent with them, and sometimes talking with them (or you). Then it happened, the biggest differences I could see.

I'd be in the 3D room with a friend and be silent all the way. I'd be eating alone and be silent all the way. I'd be walking in the streets, looking down, losing hope and be silent all the way. I'd be drafting the night away and be silent all the way.

That was the plan. Everything was so perfect.

Until you hugged me and kissed me. Why must you. I felt like the balance I was creating suddenly fell apart.

Now I was walking, silent all the way, wanting to hurt and destroy everything on the way.

Why must you. I love you. You changed the way my path has been created. I love you. But still, I'll be silent all the way.

Tonight, a number is added to my title. I am the 4-day alcoholic.